“The eternal silence of these infinite spaces fills me with dread.”
Blaise Pascal (1623 - 1662)

Yes I lied. I said I had left my Anhedonia behind. Well if I did it caught back up with me. I need something new. I was out of the office for three days last week and upon my return it felt like the joy was slowly being sucked out of me. I need to mix it up. Gotta get something new going in rotation. I’ve had several thoughts over the last few days…thoughts I intend to express in upcoming posts. I do know I this I’d prefer to have a job that showed more results. I was at a training run by a cat that I’ve met and trained under before. He seems like he wants to get me to work for him and I can dig it. See, my skills translate into my job…it’s just that my job has a whole bunch of crap that doesn’t translate well into me. I know for a fact it’s like this with many jobs. You find a passion and someone else bogs it down with so much paperwork and procedure that eventually it seems like you’re not even doing what you love anymore. I wish I could go back to working with the afterschool program…then again they let me go over some financial nonsense…paperwork I didn’t get to see. They say we borrow the world from our children, I swear it wasn’t like this when I gave it away.